Justice League Porn Story: Winter Storm Chapter 6

My mother walked into the gym, When were you going to tell me?

I continued to dance, attempting to ignore her, Tell you what,
Di?

She sighed, Allison abused you. I heard part of your conversation.
I was coming to check on you. I saw the scar. I saw what she did to
you.

I never wanted this to happen. My mother didnt need to know, but
it had already hit the fan. It was out of the bag, and believe me
when a cat gets out, youll get scratched trying to get it back in,
You have no idea.

I hadnt meant speak with such anger, but I was angry about it. My
mother should have known. She should have figured it out and made it
stop, You have no idea what Ive suffered. I knew a man in the
Biblical sense when I was seven-years-old. Do you know why this
happened? It is simply because Allison had a drug habit, and when she
got done sleeping with every man in the country, they would get bored
and come to me. I screamed, and you never heard me! I begged for you
to save me, and you never came! You are Wonder Woman, but you cant
save your own daughter!!!
I couldnt stop yelling even
though I saw the compassion and love in her eyes. I still hated her
for not helping me. She embraced me, pulling my close to her chest. I
screamed, hitting her with as much force as I could muster, Why
didnt you stop it? Why didnt you save me? Why dont you love
me? Am I so worthless? Im pathetic and hopeless. Im nothing.
Im ugly and clumsy. Im stupid and not worthy of anyones
love. Im worthless. I deserved it. I deserved my assault. I
deserved every hit, but I wanted it to stop.

I felt like I couldnt breath as I continued to shake and scream. I
felt like I was going to be sick. I started hyperventilating as my
mother rocked me back and forth. She smiled as she softly sang to me
in Greek. I allowed the comfort of her voice to wash over me. It was
a start.

Oh, Alessandra, I only wish you could see how much you mean to me.
You are my only daughter. I loved Allison and you both equally, but I
have a special place for you in my heart. Ill always have that
place for you. You are not worthless to me. You are my little
starlight. You mean the world to me, tears fell from her face as
she spoke, choking on each word, Alessandra, I couldnt live
without you in my world. I dont know what Id do if I lost any
of my children. I smashed everything in the music room because I
couldnt bear to look at it without you here to bring the music
alive. We all lived in a world without music without you here.

I started to calm down, Do you really mean that?

I needed to hear that. I needed to know that what she said was true.
I had to know if I was worthless, Alessandra, how can you ask me
that? Ill love you broken or whole. You are my daughter, and
nothing can change that.

I felt at peace for the first time in my life. My mother knew about
my past, and she wasnt ashamed of me. She still loved me. I only
hoped the rest of my family felt the same. I just hoped that no one
saw me as worthless, Mommy, I dont want Dad to know.

She only nodded in understanding. There were some things that were
just secrets between the girls, Now, why dont we go shopping,
Alessandra. It will clear your head.

I nodded, happy that she understood and that the gym was sound-proof.
She helped me to my feet. It felt good to have someone I could talk
to about everything. It felt better to know that my mother wasnt
judging me for it. Hearing her thoughts made me feel worse. She
blamed herself, Mom, Im sorry about what I said. Its not
your fault. I just wish you could have seen my pain.

She only nodded, Alessandra, I see your pain now, and I promise
Ill try to ease it even though I cant make it go away.

I wanted it to go away, but it was like a scar. Eventually, the wound
would scab over, and Id forget about the pain, but there would
always a mark left behind. Diana grabbed my hand, dragging me to her
room, Alessandra, welcome to the ultimate closet of fashion
complements of Bruces credit card. Steal any outfit you want. I
hide my sexy ones in the back. You see, Alessandra, wearing sexy
articles of clothing gives you a sense of self. It helps you to say
Im proud of my body. Being proud of who you are is the first
step in building confidence.
I rolled my eyes. That was my
mother. Give her an inch, and she takes a mile. I gave her the
youve-got-to-be-kidding look as she handed me a lacy black thong
and matching bra. I knew that there was no arguing with her.

You get that voluptuous body from me, she smiled, as she looked
through the closet, Okay, lets see. You need winter wear.

I grabbed a pair of faded out jeans as she continued looking, before
she handed me a blue sweater complete with a matching scarf. I
kneeled down to look at all of her shoes, Hey, Di, do you care if
I wear the black boots.

She smirked, You should wear them. Four-inch heals may hurt, but
its such a confidence builder. The best part is you are about an
inch shorter than me, so in these babies, you are about 6 2.
Its a good thing Caspian is about 6 4 that way you wont
tower over him.

I glared, Mother, I dont like Caspian.

She just shrugged, Whatever you say, Al, but denial is not use a
river in Egypt, and youre not its queen.

I rolled my eyes at her childish comment, So, what have I missed.

She smiled, You have a little brother named Ryan. Hes three.
Your father and I also adopted two boys, but theyre both in
college now. Pete is at the University of Virginia, and Spenser is
the University of Illinois. Brendon is at chefs school in Paris,
and Deidara is on a mission. Hera only knows when youll see him.
Thomas and Frank are both going to Gotham University. They are both
off this week because theyve already taken their mid-term exams.
Pete and Spenser have exams this week. Youll meet them soon.

I had missed a lot in the years I had been gone. For a moment, I felt
so lost. I felt out of placea stranger in my own home, Ales,
its okay. Youll fit in just fine.

I never really understood how mothers always knew what to say to make
things better.

She walked with me down the stairs. Frank smirked from the bottom
where he was waiting, Ladies, you look hott.

I winked at him as he fell over, Ales, I am just so stunned by
your beauty.

I was happy to see that Frank was starting to get over his
self-blame. He was joking with me again. He took me by the hand,
escorting me to the garage, Ales, I have a surprise for you. Close
your eyes.and no mind readingcheater.

I closed my eyes, waiting for him to tell me to open them. When I
opened my eyes, a purple Porsche stood before me, Ales, this is
your car.

I was shocked. I squealed, hugging Frank, But, I cant drive.

Diana smirked, I pulled some strings. I am an ambassador and you a
princess; therefore, we have diplomatic immunity in the United
States. On Themiscrya, there is no driving age, so you can drive.

I clapped, jumping up and down, Its gorgeous. Lets go now!
Lets go to the mall!

They both smirked at one another. They were happy, having caused me
such glee. I turned on the radio as Frank called shotgun. He slid in
the front seat, turning it to a rap station, Frank, you are so
white.

He only smiled, singing along to the words, stressing every syllable
as I drove down the highway, Lolli Lolli Lolli Lolli. Let me see
you pop that body. Lolli Lolli Lolli Lolli. Let me see you pop that
body

After the second chorus, I changed the station. I looked in the rear
view mirror, smirking at Mom. It was one of our favorite songs. We
sang together, and before long Frank joined in, I’m so addicted to
all the things you do when youre going down on me in between the
sheetsall the sounds you make with every breath you take. Its
unlike anything when you’re loving me.

Frank laughed, Well, that sounds creepy when we sing it together.

Diana laughed, Well, we are Greek.

I wiped a tear from my eye as we arrived in the parking lot, Were
here. Gotham Mallthe home of all things Bat.

My mother chuckled, grabbing me by the hand. It didnt take long
for some guys to start flirting with us.

Wow, did it hurt when you ladies fell from heaven.

I chuckled at the irony of that statement, for me anyway. My mother
only smiled slightly, No, but it hurt when they kicked me out of
hell. Im married, and this is my daughter.

They blinked a few times, running away, Now, mother, did you
really have to scare the nice men away.

Frank nodded in approval, Yeah, she did. Come on. I think you
should go in that store. Theres some hot fashions for this lovely
winter season, and its all half off.

After what felt like an eternity of trying on clothes, my mother and
brother finally decided on my winter wardrobe. I was just happy that
Frank would tell me what looked good and what didnt. Most guys
would lie, so as not to hurt feelings. I swear you would think every
girl was going to throw a temper-tantrum if things didnt go their
way the way most men thought of us.

I collapsed at the table in the food court, utterly and completely
exhausted. The bright side was that I had teriyaki chicken and an
eggroll to make everything better. I also had live entertainment. I
loved the looks that my mother and I got when people saw our trays,
piled high with food. My mother had given me her legs, her build, her
eyes, and her metabolism. I was most thankful for the latter. It
meant I could eat whatever I wanted and never gain a pound. Frank
only shook his head at us, telling us that one day we would get old
and have to exercise. That comment generally ended with laughter due
to our immortality.

I walked through the parking lot, carrying as many of my bags as I
could manage. I was happy that Frank was not the kind of guy to
insist on carrying everything. I was also really glad that my dad was
paying for all of this. I smiled as I loaded the trunk. Today was one
of those days that I could forget everything that had happened. I
didnt think about my past. The scars were still there, but I could
look past them. I thought about taking Caspian with me on the next
outing. He need to learn to look past his scar. I did too. I swear,
my biggest weakness is that I cared too much. I loved him so much. I
just wanted to remember. Maybe, I could restore my memories with my
powers.

Hey, Di, why dont you drive.

I climbed into the front-passenger seat, smirking at Frank since I
had called shotgun first. I leaned back into the leather seats. I
took a deep breath, concentrating on my memories of Caspian. I closed
my eyes, picturing his face, his golden eyes, his muscular body, and
his smile that warmed my heart.

Caspian, dont leave me!

I ran in this dark place. I ran like the world depended on me
catching him. Reaching out, I grabbed his arm. He smiled at me,
wrapping his arms around me. I snuggled into him. He smiled, kissing
my lips softly. The place I was in immediately filled with light. It
was a peaceful meadow. The grass was the perfect shape of green.
Butterflies flew high in the sky. I wrapped my arms around his neck
in order to deepen the kiss. It was pure bliss. I had never been in a
place of such innocence and beauty. I wondered what this place was.

Ales, I never left. Ive been right here in your mind,
waiting for you to bring light to this dark place.